Finally today was my six week check up and I was looking forward to finally having some answers but scared at the same time wondering whether I could handle them telling me that it was my fault. But I needn't have worried as they didn't have any answers for me anyway, so now I'm don't know how to feel, relieved that they had nothing to tell me or shitty that it is taking so long.

And also something that has got me thinking is that on the report the doc was ready I could make out that on it said something about the placenta measuring 20 weeks so does that mean that Emily was 20 weeks gestation and if so I should be given a birth certificate and a death certificate and she should be treated like any other baby of 20 weeks she deserves that much I should think.

Amanda